| Tomorrow! |
[18 Dec 2003|06:08pm] |
Tomorrow is my birthday, I wonder if I will get to see any of my friends! I should be home almost all day before 5. I think unless I end up getting my lisence tomorrow, in which case, I'm going to go see people. I don't know who. Youb should all come over just to say hi, you don't even have to say happy birthday.,.
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| New Livejournal |
[14 Dec 2003|06:55pm] |
i made a new LJ, and if you don't like it Oh well... Add
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to your friends lists. I'm going to make it friends only soon, but don't take this LJ name off your list I'll probably still use it for some stuff. (maybe)
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| Punk Rock Pick-Up Lines Destined to Fail |
[14 Dec 2003|01:18pm] |
1. I used to like Pearl Jam until my friends said they're not cool. Now I think they suck.
2. I decided I was a real punk rocker the first time I saw that video on MTV of Green Day performing at Woodstock II.
3. I decided I was a real punk rocker the first time I went to a Hootie concert.
4. I was in a hardware store the other day and I saw some bathtub chains and that made me think of how cool bathtub chains are. So I saved up my allowance for three weeks and went to Zipperhead and got some bathtub chains. Look...aren't they cool?
5. I'm going to get a mohawk the first day I get to College. That'll give it a chance to grow out before I have to see my mom again.
6. I never moshed until I went to my first Dave Matthews concert. Now I go to every punk rock concert I can and am the first to start moshing. But nobody moshes like I heard they used to do back in the day.
7. I'm looking for a punk rock girl who doesn't mind me having a "normal" girlfriend...you know, the kind mom won't freak out about.
8. I'm not going to be able to make it to the Needlework show, I have to go to my graduation.
9. I'm not going to be able to make it to the Needlework show, I have to go to work.
10. I like the idea of nipple rings because my Dad won't be able to see them. He says he's not paying for college if I get body piercings or tattoos.
11. Did that [name of piercing] hurt?
12. But have you heard Alanis live?
13. Let's go to your place...my place is a mess [read "I haven't taken down my Hootie posters yet"].
14. Let's go to my place...I just got done making it cool [read "the Hootie Poster is behind the dresser"].
15. YOU STOLE THAT FROM A STORE?
16. HAVE A DOCTOR DO IT...YOU MIGHT GET AN INFECTION!
17. I'll be getting a big rat across my chest with the words "punk rock forever" as soon as I get this month's interest off my trust fund.
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best pick upline ever.
You wanna be my old lady? I won't beat ya or nuthin'
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[14 Dec 2003|12:06pm] |
I had an horrible dream last night. Let me try and and explain it without saying too much and sounding insane (which I will anyways)
Somehow I was staying in a dorm at some college, and there was a guy next door, I guess he didn't like me. Well... I don't remember much he tried to chase and kill me. I went to a show (i guess it was a show, there was no music), in which all my friends were at, such as Ian, Donald, Sarah, Seleda, Justin, Matt was even there (weird) and angel.. she walked up to me and tried to talk to me like she was her bestfriend, and I turned and started to say somethign and realized it was her and just stopped, but I left that and went back to my crib, well I went and sat outside of it, and the next door guy somehow saw me, and started coming after me yet again, he stopped as I closed my door. So I had enough and decided just to go straight to his house and ask what's up with him trying to kill/hurt me. So I get over there we talk somehow everything is cool. Then it flips to another "scene" and I'm in a room with my cousin Jessica, and I'm there with a guy, I kiss him, my cousin Jessica isn't asleep, well she "wakes" up apparently the guy that had just kissed me, which seemed to be my boyfriend was her boyfriend. Next thing I know I find out this guy is completely derranged, and he chaces me and tries to get me to leave with him which is what I didn't want.. I tried to kill him at one point I staved him probably over 30 times, and when i noticed he wasn't going to die, I try to run, but he catches me in a matter of seconds. I guess I go willingly by then, even though I knew he was going to rape me. He took me to his house, where he was talking about a special lotion made out of blood and oils... then I see dogs, but they wern't normal, they didn't have heads. He made the lotion out of the blood and oils in their heads.. Then he took me in to meet his mother, there was a TV with a video on top and I put the video in it was in a black case with gold words (sort of like the godfather) and I put it in and there was the future for me and the guy on this video it was awful, so through out parts in my dream I would put the movie back in and it would show our future yet again, only a little altered. He took me to a room to meet his dad, but his dad was a ghost, a very kind ghost playing with babies (but they were also ghosts) but babies figure would fade out if I got to close to them. Which really hurt my feelings. I remember putting the movie in one last time, and I started to cry. Somehow I ended up in some odd river, with the guy from my dorm, that we had made up. My kidnapper, and others I didn't know. Re would do random things like one thing was this large post that was out of the ground that everyonce said it was impoosible to climb to the top and sit there... well I tried it and I did it. The next thing was this cold water part where you had to swim under water and tie yourself to this thing using a chain. I stayed down the longest I won, then somehow I ended up back at the "show" and donald gave me a cd for my birthday.
Yeah I know it doesn't sound that bad reading it probably, put it was fucking awful when it happened enough for me to not want to go back to sleep. I can't even remember all the horrible events in my dream. Man... I wonder if I took that to a dream anaylisis person what they would tell me. I've been having a lot of awful dreams lately about getting raped, and once again I am really getting tired of falling asleep. ( i probably shouldn't be saying any of this out loud, but I guess it can't hurt any) I mean I don't want to fall asleep, and it's awful because Im sick right now and all my body wants to do is go to sleep.
Well yesterday I sat at the shop and talked to John and dave,almost all day. That's about all I did I saw dirty at the beginning and at the end of the day before I went to sleep. That's it.
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| The Countdown begins. |
[11 Dec 2003|05:11pm] |
8 days until my birthday. December 19th for all those who may have forgot.
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Time til XXXmas from this exact moment.(eastern time)
13 days
323 hours
19428 minutes.
1165706 seconds
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My back and head has been killing me since last night.
Shit everything has been, but Im not going to list them all out.
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| 40 hour week. |
[10 Dec 2003|12:57pm] |
Went to the show last night to go see against me. The first band was awesome, I ended up buying a cd from them. They were called, "the code" they're from pittsburgh, PA. By far the best band there, and against me is my favorite band.
(hey matt they didn't play, "Baby, I'm an anarchist" so you don't have to hurt any of them)
the second band, faith none more black??? I think, who cares, they completely sucked.
Then against me played, of course they were awesome. Wish seleda would have been there with me.
Next rise against played... I really didn't like them. So instead of watching them I just went and sat. Anti flag came on, I watched 3 of their songs and I left. I don't like them at all.
I saw my friend Steven there, who came over to my house once and we looked for porn, gave him my number told him if he was ever around my neighborhood to call and we could chill. He lives out in baldwin, but his friend (josh dunn's little brother) lives down the road from me.
I got a cute little sticker from the peta table. has a baby chicken on it and says. "i'm not a nugget"
I bought an against me cd, a hoodie, they didn't have the shirt I wanted.. 2 "the code patches" and a button for my glove. and a cd from them, the merch guy for "the code" had the most adorable accent.
When I was in line for the show really reminded me of all the kids who went to mc collough in TX. I expected to see some old friends, but no such luck. I did se my friend keith, donald, justin, steve, and vanessa. My brother was also there with his girl.
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| Ancient Egyptions, |
[09 Dec 2003|08:33am] |
On TLC they're runnign a special about "ancient egyptians", I have been watching it the past 2 nights. It's really interesting. You might liike it, so if it comes on tonight watch it. I decided that one of my sleeves is going to be all egyptian tattoos. It's going to be awesome. It's only right considering my daughter will be named after an egyptian goddess. (Isis) and if I have twins... talus and tegus. (yeah yeah yeah, i know the names are odd, but I like them.
I forgot what all I was going to say.
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| SELEDA, my cotton candy flavor gumdrop. |
[09 Dec 2003|08:24am] |
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Call me, and tell me if you can go to the show. I would really like you too. Well, it starts at 7:00 we could end up leaving anytime between 5:30 or later, depending where we go first. But give me a call and tell me what's up. 693-9049
You should all go too.
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| Last Night. |
[07 Dec 2003|03:59pm] |
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Dirty and I were invited to go to a party with Sonny and Adam. It was Sonny's bosses Christmas party. So we met them over at applebee's parking lot to follow them to the party. First we all had to stop at make believe costumes and dancewear (her work) to wait for her friends loui and ricky. Once they got there we followed them there. I didn't know the part was outside and I had worn a skirt with my reigndeer slippers. It was freezing. they had a DJ, he mainly played 80's pop and a little rap. They had two drunk ladies dancing the entire time. The food was not very good. Oooo. and a guy named skip was there and he did magic tricks for me. Was awesoem, he was all dressed up like me, in painter overalls tall striped socks, and a santa hat occompanied with antlers and a blinking nose. Was pimp!Oo and elf shoes. he said we could trade shoes. They had this thing called the white elephant where you bring a gift and you all have numbers you pick out a gift and if you don't like it you cn trade with the person before you. Dirty tried to get a lion king DVD for me, but someone ended up trading it back or something. Well I was number 40. (there was only 43 numbers) so I had 39 other gifts to choose from. I ended up trading 2 ugly sweatshirts for a scarf and gloves.. which I am very happy about. someone trade the lionking DVD from dirty for a strawberry and cream candle. He ended up giving it to me. (he was goig to get a spice rack and oven mitt for me. (which I would have loved. ) it was all and all a wonderful time even though I was freezing. After the party (sonny, adam, dirty and I) we left to go back to sonny and adams and we watched caveman. I was feeling sick so I ended up falling asleep. After that dirty and I came back to my house, and fell asleep, but I woke up a few times puking, was pretty gross... and that ends my night. Tonight, dirty is making me banana pudding and lasagna. (the first thing he ever cooked for me) and I'll watch TLC. Wahoooo!
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| WARNING! |
[05 Dec 2003|12:57am] |
New screen name....
*I NeverLoved Her*
Tell me where I got my sn from and you may have won my heart
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| 10 more nights. |
[05 Dec 2003|12:36am] |
Yellowcard tongiht was eseptionally amazing, along with acceptance, the band after acceptance, was also really good, but I don't know the name of the band... any help? (donald?)
So none of you were at the show, donald and justin were both there but that's it. Ooo... I saw ny friend chad from 5th grade there at the show, to think I used to have a bit of a crush on him. He looks exactly the same only taller. So he gpt the handshake plus big hug.I also saw Tori and Jeff (jen's friends) talked to her for a few moments. Seems like jen and lee got strept.
I got shawn from Yellowcard (the one who plays the violin)to sign my dollar, I was thinking about my shoe, but i think Im saving them for someone awesome...
speaking of which pennywise is coming sometime soon, I think january 22? Next week is Against me horray, and anti flag!
A certain song from Yellowcard came on during their set and it really reminded me of matt and made me miss him.
Also I kept wishing Sara would have been there with me.
Seleda maybe you can go to against me next week on the 9th?
I saw a guys car get Jacked in front of me tongiht, the kid whose car got stollen runs fast as hell, but then again i think I would to if my car was getting stolen. Crazy shit,.
I was in the very front so of corse there were crowd surfers, but ther was some huge kid, and he ended up falling on me and I hit my head on the barricade.... I also crowd surfed for the first time... I have to admit headwalking is deffinately more fun.
I'm so glad I have a wonderful boyfriend. :)
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| oh to thee I feel. |
[04 Dec 2003|12:27pm] |
I forgot to tell everyone that I watched pirates of the carribean, and it might be my new favorite movie, next to my italiuan mafia flicks. Johnny Depp (did I spell his name right?) makes one ultra hot pirate, Put me on a desserted island with him. I'm just messing, but we could be friends. :) hahaha. I'm washing clothes and when I get done I'm making cookies. Dirty should be here soon. I keep sneezing, but I don't think I'm sick I haven't coughed once, but then again, I usually don't get sick until my birthday. Man this year my borthday will be so different. Last years birthday sucked. The year befores was amazing. I had all my guy friends stay over and we walked and played around in my neighborhood all night long even in the cold. We walked and got icecream and shit from a gas station, and sat in the cold and ate it. Sword fights in the yard. Wrestling matches in my room that resulted in holes in my wall and my closet doors breaking. Man those days were great. Skateboarding, trying to do tricks. Skateboarding with me on their back, hahaha. Playing hacky sack, and talking about Ska drummer man comics that they were drawing up. Getting pictures of ska drummer chick (hahah that was me) had my sphegetti O spoon to conquer my enemeies. Yeah, sitting inside the little utility closet in the dark on a cooler talking and hidding from others. Why can't things go back the way they were, now everyone seems to be "grown up" to have fun. It wouldn't have to be the same people, but just the same events. This yr. I have a feeling my birthday will be complete shit unless I go to texas for it. Just another day. Fuck oh well. I'm going to make myself depressed.
Thanks for the e-mail back, it's making my day :)
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.
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| Chocolate soymilk tastes like YooHoo! |
[03 Dec 2003|10:34pm] |
Today went pretty well. Dave gave me his blue fleece hoodie today says he never wears it anymore.. It's quite huge on me. Saw Savanah, she was well. Man, I <3 her.
Grocery shopping with my guy sucks now, because everything I want and can't have he says, "just break the rules no one wil know, and annoyed when I tell him no. But he's still wonderful.
Tomorrow him and I are going to go see yellowcard.Will You be attending?
you are gold
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Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".
Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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I think I'm going to make John, Dave, and dirty some cookies. Since I can't have them, maybe even some brownies. They'll all enjoy that.
I've felt like shit the past couple of days. Felt like I was going to vomit earlier today. Oh to well, I'm not dead yet.
I talked to Matt on the phone, which is always a joy. :) He might be going with his family to New Mexico (?) for Christmas... so I'll have to figure out when I will actually get a chance to see him. Since he gets out on the 19th, and leaves on the 24th. He won't get back til the second, and I don't know when he has to get back to school. Well I hope everything goes well. :) If not there is always spring break. Hehehe, :)
I fixed the fence in my backyard today, I felt so acomplished. :) Wahoo! I can't think of anything else to really say, so I guess that is all.
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[03 Dec 2003|02:31pm] |
* Starting Time: 2:31
* Birth Date: December 19, 1986
* Name On Birth Certificate: Nicole Noel Sease
* Nicknames: Nic, Nikki, Nicnac, Cola, Babydoll,Seleda's lovely devotcka (seleda did I spell it right?)
* Age: 16
* School: School of punk rock
* Location: Jacksonville FL
* Colour of eyes: I was told today a unique color of green with a yellowish color around my pupil
* Hair: Longer bangs black with blonde roots, back short with mainly blonde showing
* Brothers/Sisters: brother brandon
* Your Bedtime: it's been getting earlier and earlier. 1ish
---------------HAVE YOU EVER---------
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: uh uh
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: Not that I can remember
* Been in a car accident:Many.. not too awful
* Been hurt emotionally:Have you ever took a deep breath?
* Kept a secret from everyone: I have some, but that's because no one asks
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: what do you mean by hook up, you mean date? Because yes and I have
* Cried during a Movie: airbud where the little kid through the ball and airbud ran after it, and he left him there. and in shiloh when he got hit by a shovel
* Had a crush on a teacher:not a teacher, I had a substitute once, and I thought it would be cool just to hang out with him, deffinately hnot a crush.
* Been on stage: yeah, quite a few times
* Cut your hair: Yea, all the time
* Been sarcastic: Who me? it's not sarcasism it's honesty to the far extreme
* Been kissed: yes I have, been kissed by the person I want to kiss me nope.
--------FAVOURITE-------
* Shampoo: Don't care.
* Soap: hmm... it smells vanilla like
* Colour:Red
* Day/Night: Night
* Summer/Winter: Winter
* Lace or satin: both
* Cartoon Characters:hmm... the cat and the hat
* Fave Food: Italian... hope it tastes jsut as well vegan
* Fav Outfit: PJ's
* Fave Movie: I can't think of it... the mafia is in it
* Fave Subject: Biology
* Fave Alcoholic Drink: a virgin strawberry daquerie (SP)
------------------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: cowboy star sweatpants with a jacket
* Hair: short and messy
* I'm feeling: Happy (im about to call matt)
* Eating:nothign yet, since last night
* Drinking: Nothing.
* Thinking about: hurrying so I can call Matt
* Listening to: the dryer and my puppy jingle
* Watching:the screen
*Screenname: xchaosxeclipsex
---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS--------
* Cried: No
* Worn a skirt: No
* Met someone new: Yes
* Cleaned your room:slightly
* Drove a car: Nope
* Hugged someone: yeah
----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
* Yourself: if I don't believe in myself who will?
* Friends: Yes
* Santa Claus: the man, not the fictional being
* Destiny/Fate: Yes
* Angels: in a way
* Ghosts: Spirits.
* UFO's:haha, well I can't indenify every bug I see flying
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE--------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: mhmm
* Who's the loudest: I don't know
* Who's the weirdest: moght be me
* Who do you cry with: he makes me cry
* When you last cried the most:2 days ago
* What's the best feeling in the world: when your in a moos that makes you forget every bad thign happening around you
* Who sent this 2 u:stole from chris
* Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to:Sure .
* Finish time: 4:07
* Final thought: Yay, I can call Matt!
it took me forever because I fixed a fence outside while doing it. :)
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| HOw may I help you? |
[01 Dec 2003|01:48pm] |
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Hehehe, I called the liptons hotline number for their onion soup and dip mix product, to call and see if they use animal products in making it. Unfortunately they can not comfirm that they don't use meat products or dairy in it, they say they use it in most of their products. Fortunately it was a really easy task, alot easier then I assumed, I'm so happy for myself. Ooo.. I even signed up for a vegpledge, it's a pledge saying I won't eat meat or animal products for at least the next 60 days, and at the end they send me a form I fill it out, and give it back to them, and then they give me a 6 month free subscription to some magazine (forgot the name of it.)
and horray the pita bread my dad got me the niacin in it isn't from animals. Which means I'll be enjoying a rice, potato, and broccoli pita. (sounds good to me) I don't think I'll be loosing any weight going vegan
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